Thursday 4 March 2010

Day 152 Week 21

Just visited a friend on the way home and it was good to have a bit of diversion. She sensed the temporary euphoric respite from fear was ending and tried to encouraged philosophical separation of state. Trouble is, can't do philosophical separation of anything just now. Am back to being an emotional vacuum occasionally invaded by frenzied panic.

Popped to the loo in the middle of the night and nearly jumped out of my skin as C was downstairs on the laptop. Came down to talk to him and he was concerned because he'd discovered images of their bases on the front had been posted on a website where you can travel around the world in virtual reality. Obviously quite nice for him to do from the safety of our dining room, but am horrified to think what someone of less virtuous intent could prepare for with such information.

What a strange world we live in.

See the Astronomer Royal has said at a high level conference on the liklihood of life on other planets that it is quite possible alien life is living amongst us right now but in an unrecognisable form. Could it be my brother was not so far-fetched all those months ago? Have to say, unfortunately I experience alien life in an all too familiar form all to often, but then that's another matter.

C enjoying visiting his gorgeous girlfriend's uni. R back at her own establishment of learning and H should be on his way home tomorrow dv.

Fellow soldier's Mum also down now. Wonder how many of us there are out there.

More prayers.

Speak soon. A soldier's Mum x

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